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Monday, January 24, 2011

The Lost Tale



…the Adam and Eve were naked  in The Garden of Eden but not ashamed of their nakedness

Eve was alone …in despair…suddenly a serpent arose …it arose within her …The Serpent had a voice …the Serpent whispered in her ears about temptation and the Forbidden Fruit …
Eve intrigued Adam on this temptation …
they realized they were different …
but very important piece was missing in the puzzle …
they both got tempted and made love

…all the pieces clicked in the place

…They realized they were denied the right of Creation by the God

…now they were enlightened

…now they were ashamed of their nakedness

…but unlike before they understood they possess the same abilities that God has …

the ability to love …ability to create …ability to think …

When God came in The Garden of Eden to visit his pupils – Adam and Eve …He realized they were hiding and God recognized the fact that they were Initiated He got angry …very angry indeed …His anger was at himself …he never thought this would happen …In his anger he  anathemised the serpent …the serpent was Eve’s inner voice and lust was the fruit that God disallowed …

…you get consumed by your lust and greed you slither in pain 

Sunday, December 12, 2010

My Life

All I ever wished was peace
livin with decent present takin life as a bliss
no freak no unease
willed to be clean
Willed to be freed
I let my past be buried
serenity at least
But I still bleed carryin dread for misdeed
Feelin indecently grilled
Relieving repressing things elicitin reason to see
Pleadin mercy for former sins
calling to god please holy forgive me
cleanse me off this lies n misery
I kneel n seek thee
redempt me end this journey
only reaon to live feel fearfree
cheer n be for real
each new morning new ordeal
nineteen years of severe suffering
even tears fail me to express it
now I feel you nearer n my each limb cheering
dying creates no fear
when you volunteer over as a guardian to me
my act is demeanin transgressin thy will
a sincere request you must fulfill
never let any pupil to see what I ve seen
never let anybody through all what I have been
and I will join thee in peace

Primary Motive

Sigmund Freud believed each human being has one motive which drives and selects the course of our life. He is famous for his redefinition of sexual desire as the primary motivational energy of human life …bozos and cretins at that time and many of present era believe him.

Well I think …don’t read this if Freud is your hero …Freud was a self obsessed bisexual and a shithole to assume such a thing didn’t he read Darwin?

He led the field of Psychology to death stating such a theory …he was a big let down …I personally want to dig his grave shake his remaining and ask him …What made you think so you filthy basterd  

Man has only one motive …to get enlightened …to achieve the upper state but this motive is concealed under another motive – the motive to be important …to feel important …we have inherited this from our ancestors who were living in a group to hunt and protect each other

The caveman had the motive to be important …so he tried hard to be the leader of their group …once he became the leader he got respect …he didn’t stop he wished more importance more prestige …so next thing he wished was to bang the prettiest girl in their group …he desired and his wish was fulfilled …people appreciated him …looked upon him as an ideal because they all shared the same motive …to feel important to possess what is hard to acquire …jealousy arose and feud began in the group …the former leader was killed and new was chosen …this cycle continued

We are cavemen no more but the motive to be important lies in us deep beneath the surface untouched …coldly controlling our behavior

We get educated and get a job …in the interview we negotiate with HR person about the package …motive to acquire money which would win us praise from our fellow beings …you start a job you work hard …why? …to get promoted …the motive to be important …your boss notices your hard work and you get promoted …increment in salary …so you buy a car …why? …it makes you feel special …the motive to be important …few years later you become manager of the firm …make good profit …buy yourself a new home in hip section of your city …why? …the motive to be important …now all set you propose your longtime girl friend for marriage she says yes you get married …now you have a ca r you own a home and are married to a beautiful girl …why you do this all? …the motive to be important …few years later you have kids they grow up and want PS
You buy them PS3 …to get kissed on the chick and to be admired as the best daddy in the world …why ? …the motive to be important …this list doesn’t stop here well it goes on

I must give the credit to Dr John Dewey for putting up this theory of the motive to be important …he was the first person who stated this is the sole driving force behind our actions

But it is not the end of the research to understand the prime motive in human beings we must study pure souls …individuals who are so close to the truth …these are people who have practiced self abstinence for many years and mastered their emotions through meditation …ever wondered what is the driving force behind their lives …it is not sexual-fuking-drive …it is not the motive to be important …but it is the motive to attain purity and spiritual growth …why consider them? …because they have uncovered the sheet lying on the motive to be important and found beneath it the motive to attain higher spiritual level …the motive to get enlightened

Your Ego is mingled with the motive to get enlightened …and so you have the motive to be important as your driving force …think of it

Well what seems ‘to be’ is not what ‘it is’ …Verity is a tough question to answer …it leads you in all the wrong directions …you wont have a clue how near you were from acquiring the truth …it would evade you …would play games with you …and when you are tired and cease to search the truth …it would leave you with big FUCK YOU

Manas Dhuri ( Prateek Dhuri )

The Wise Pupil

There was a pupil  …during his journey of life he made a choice…

he was not even in teens but he was brave and wise enough he knew the consequences  were too harsh but the reward was much higher nevertheless he made up his mind

The choice involved a sacrifice ..a sacrifice of the most desired thing by Humans

He did it …he let it all fall …he let go off all his emotions …he let go off his pride his ego

But it is harder than it sounds …it hurts a fuking lot

He bled in the pain …when it started he could not handle the pain …but he kept faith …he waited …the pain wont stop it would get worse and more severe …a little voice in his head advised him to quit but he believed he never lost his faith …Faith and Patience were his means to go through this turmoil …he cried blood …but pain wont ease …there came time during his trepidation when he thought to end this pain he should end himself …so he tried to end it and he failed …he tried again and again he failed …soaked in the tears of his failure he realized …Pain is constant just like death and change …it is there to be mastered

…Lessons were taught and the pupil was getting ready …without a sacrifice there is no reward and without suffering there is no learning …blood and pain …patience and faith
…for ad majorem bonum …his only partner through the journey was abstinence …

Time went by …the pain was still there even worse …but the pupil understood its meaning ...now he could withstand the pain and suffering …he was beyond emotions and fear of pain …he realized the pain and all the suffering is not to weaken you but to strengthen you nourish you …and it contradicted what he was taught by the fools …fools believe praise and stability make you grow up …he realized …he was touched by the light …he was enlightened

And he didn’t feel the pain he didn’t cry …He was a master and not a slave …

He could feel it is time for redemption …time for reward …he can hear the drums …he can feel it …he is the master of the suffering and pain …he is a free soul …

 - Prateek