My Life

All I ever wished was peace

livin with decent present takin life as a bliss

no freak no unease

willed to be clean

Willed to be freed

I let my past be buried

serenity at least

But I still bleed carryin dread for misdeed

Feelin indecently grilled

Relieving repressing things elicitin reason to see

Pleadin mercy for former sins

calling to god please holy forgive me

cleanse me off this lies n misery

I kneel n seek thee

redempt me end this journey

only reaon to live feel fearfree

cheer n be for real

each new morning new ordeal

nineteen years of severe suffering

even tears fail me to express it

now I feel you nearer n my each limb cheering

dying creates no fear

when you volunteer over as a guardian to me

my act is demeanin transgressin thy will

a sincere request you must fulfill

never let any pupil to see what I ve seen

never let anybody through all what I have been

and I will join thee in peace